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AKA Nihil

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I am 49yo. Currently i live in Lost in the clouds. I can chat with you in english.

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The code is cracked, the signal is weak, full of despair. the light never with in reach. Sometimes you don't understand. Sometimes I am what I am. Sometimes I just can't be. Everything you hoped I'd be. And sometimes I wish that you could see. I'm not like you I'm not like them. I won't pretend. I am what I am.

Sometimes I wish that we. Could agree to disagree. Sometimes I wish that you could see what I see. This is who I am. I've always been. The only thing i can say i believe in for certain. I believe in de@th taking my last breath. I'm not special, I'm just broken, And I dont want to be fixed, No one else I Wanna be like, So I stay the same, Like nobody else.

I am not okay. but im doing the best i can. Ha. Seriously whats wrong with me?

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