Hi! My name is Eliza, Im 18, and Im just starting my journey here on Chaturbate. During the day Im a medical student in Poland I study how the body works, how to heal people, and sometimes I feel like books and notes surround me more than friends. But in the evenings, I want a different side of life bright, alive, and real.
Im still learning how to stream, trying myself, feeling a little nervous, but at the same time I know this is the place where I can just be me. Sometimes Im serious, like a future doctor, and sometimes Im just a girl who wants to try new things, laugh, chat, and hear your hi. In my backpack theres always an anatomy book, a notebook full of doodles, and a cup of coffee in my hand. I get tired of lectures and sleepless nights before exams, but then I turn on the camera and everything comes alive. Here Im learning to be braver, freer, and more honest with myself.
Im 18, just beginning, and the whole world is ahead of me both in my studies and in streaming. This is my start. And I want to share it with you. Learn to cook something more advanced than sausages at least a soup that doesnt look like a medical experiment. Sleep at least once without mixing up anatomy lectures with my stream schedule.
Pass my first exams without a caffeine coma and prayers to Saint Hippocrates. Learn how to save money at least until Friday. Okay, until Wednesday. Or at least not tip myself just to test. Get famous by accident like, just sitting in my robe studying Latin and BAM millions of followers. Always find a free seat on the bus, with no one giving me a moral lecture, and no conductor staring like youre supposed to be a future doctor, yet.
Go on a date where no one asks: Are you sure you want to be a doctor? and no one talks about their ex on the first sip of coffee. Find motivation to do sports or at least the sneakers I lost back in September. Open the fridge and see more than energy drinks and ketchup like, actual grown-up food. Become that girl who has order in her bag, in her head, and in her chat. Or at least in her bag. Okay, at least find my headphones in there.
