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AKA Amelia
I'm skinny ;-). Search and maybe you'll find only smile<3 on my body.
I am 19yo. Currently i live in Dreamland. I can chat with you in english, español (spanish), français (french).
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Hi! My name is Amelia, Im 18, and Im just beginning my journey. Im a first-year student I dont fully know who Ill become yet, but I know for sure that I want to search for meaning, ask questions, and not pass by life pretending that everything is already clear. University turned out to be nothing like I imagined. There are no familiar boundaries here only freedom, which sometimes inspires and sometimes frightens. No one holds your hand or reminds you that its time to grow up. You simply wake up in the morning and decide who youre going to be today brave or confused, focused or honestly tired.
I love the walk to campus with my headphones on, surrounded by people, each living their own separate story. In my bag theres always a notebook with scattered thoughts, a phone full of notes, and the feeling that something important is about to turn into words. I believe that writing can be a way to breathe quietly, but truly.Find a balance between I dont care at all and I care way too much.
Find a balance between I dont care at all and I care way too much. Stop procrastinating like a professional. Stop buying clothes for when I lose weight. Stop hitting the snooze button 7 times in a row. Stop thinking that everyone is watching me. Actually read a book instead of just carrying it around in my bag.
Stop buying coffee when theres coffee at home (just not that kind). Stop keeping receipts just in case. Stop panicking about the future at 3 a.m. Stop answering Im fine when Im really not.
