Then they all look at you, and it is not the polite let-in look, it is something with edges on it.

MalfoidYour turn. And before you say it politely: I want the real answer, the one you have been not saying.

You say it. You say that you want it to be all of them, that you are jealous and tired of it and that the jealousy was the thing keeping you upright all week.

MioneGood. Then sit down and stop being a colleague.